when i was in college, there was a PE requirement for graduation. you had to pass a simple swimming test. you had to swim 2 lengths of the pool and then stay afloat for a certain amount of time... any way you wanted.
Your first workout will be bad.
Your first podcast will be bad.
Your first speech will be bad.
Your first video will be bad.
Your first ANYTHING will be bad.
But you cant make your 100th without making your first.
So put your ego aside, and start